/ C O N T R O L..... / trying to force an outcome will not make it happen any faster, it only makes the experience more unpleasant. .
Think about it... whether you're trying to make more money, start a business, start a family etc.. they don't happen because you've pushed harder than everyone else and worked yourself to the ground. .
Take the pressure off, do what you know to do then let go and breathe because even though the world wants you to believe otherwise , you can't control everything.